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Name: Linsey
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 4/5/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Writing poetry, listening to music, reading up on witchcraft, trying to make my life wonderful.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Other
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Website: visit my website
Member Since:
5/7/2003
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| Only shit, it's been a while for me to write on this thing. I've noticed the last time I put anything down was when I was with Shane. But I'm no longer with him. Which made my family & my friends happy about that, cuz I never gotten to see 'em! He has a new girlfriend, the girl that he was cheating on me with. Guess what, she's married and has 3 kids of her own, which makes me really sick. But yeah yeah enough about the asshole. My life is changing, I think of going to college, but don't know where. Either over in Mt. Carmel to be on the radio station of WVJC 89.1 or up to Schmarburg (sp?) to work on computers, don't know yet.
So yeah, right now I'm looking for a guy who wants to be in a long term relationship, I'm ready to settle down. Like living with each other, no getting married. Nah, I came close to doing that with Shane.
Yeah, my ferret's birthday is coming up next month, he'll be a year old and I'm so happy. And I am throwing him a lil party, lol. Soon, I'll have some pics of him. :) | | |
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Quotes of the Day
A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal. Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900), The Critic as Artist, part 2, 1891
Music is the only language in which you cannot say a mean or sarcastic thing. John Erskine (1879 - 1951)
A large income is the best recipe for happiness I ever heard of. Jane Austen (1775 - 1817)
I am extraordinarily patient, provided I get my own way in the end. Margaret Thatcher (1925 - ), in Observer April 4, 1989 | | |
| 2 days ago was Shane & I's 1 month anniversary and guess what?! I was alone on it. Of course. I really hate his job of his, the only way he makes money is that he has to sell vacuum cleaners, and they are $1900. And when he sells one he only gets $150. So all the demos he does, he don't get no pay. And me here, I get to stay out at the cabin by myself. I should be use to it. But I'm not. There's rarely any food out there. And I get to watch DVDs & videos out there, cuz we can't find a signal on our dish yet. And I really do miss the TV. If youve been without for a while, it starts bugging you. So I came home to catch up on my tv programs. Shane got pissed off at me cuz I didn't come home. But oh well. Yesterday he even accused me of staring at a guy who was walking by. I really hate when he does that. He use to do that to me all the time before the break up. An old guy-friend from the Net, sent me a ring that he bought from Ozzfest and he started bitching about that to me. And I got that when we wasn't together. Another thing, while we wasn't together he had some of his friends to watch me when I was out with my friends. I just found out about this about a while ago. That really pisses me off. So everytime I go home, he calls up his friends to spy on me. So, that I try to go to different towns where they won't be able to find me. Just pisses me off, but I'm madly in love with him, and I can't help myself that. | | |
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Quotes of the Day
I think that I shall never see a billboard lovely as a tree. Perhaps, unless the billboards fall, I'll never see a tree at all. Ogden Nash (1902 - 1971)
Irrigation of the land with seawater desalinated by fusion power is ancient. It's called 'rain'. Michael McClary
He hasn't an enemy in the world - but all his friends hate him. Eddie Cantor (1892 - 1964)
University politics are vicious precisely because the stakes are so small. Henry Kissinger (1923 - )
Yeah today I came home to ask my dad about some stuff. And Shane said I had enough gas to make it home, yeah right! I'm so glad that my Uncle Parry was home and I borrowed $5 off him and I barely made it to the gas station. I am going to kill Shane when I get home. When I got to my Uncle's it was underneath the red line (the empty line). I'm going to kill him. Aahhh!!! | | |
| I guess Shane hasn't told his ex-girlfriend that he broke up with her and asked me back out. Well him, Cathy, Jerad, and me were up all at Dairy Queen, and all of a sudden here comes Psycho Bitch (PB) squealing her tires and drove into DQ parking lot like a bat out of hell. So Shane went over and talked to her and then he got into the car and they took off. I guess PB was telling him that she's going to turn her hubby into the cops and that she don't love him and all this other bullshit. Well here's the mssg that PB sent to her hubby on yahoo mssngr.
traceyjo712000 (7/16/2003 2:45:52 PM): hello my sexy man, i miss you very much. i know that we are apart right now and that you still love me. if you were to move closer to me i would live with you. i am getting worse every day i can feel it really bad today. it is like i am numb all over. my life has gone to hell since you left me behind to be with someone else. i can't get over the fact that you are no longer with me. i am dieing from the inside out cause a part of my life is missing. at least if you were in prison i could see you twice a week or more. i am falling to pieces i am lost with out you here. I NEED YOU RICK HERE I NEED YOU TO TALK TO ME. SORRY I AM SO DAMN SCARED . I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !!!! AND CARE ABOUT YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR WIFE TRACEY JO BARBER
Then last night she wrote Shane a letter saying she loved him and she wanted to be with him, blah blah. That pissed him off which that made him go home early and he told me to get online that he'll be. But he hasn't been online... Ugg! Damn PB! I hate her so fucking much. | | |
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